Mountain View



Sretan (nam) još jedan mjesec.



I know we haven’t seen each other or even talk to each other in a while, but I want you to know that I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I want you to know that I miss you.

Not I regret what happened or I want to see you again, just I miss you. just I miss you. It’s so strange to think that someone I knew so well is now a total stranger to me, that sometimes I go entire days without thinking about you.

Most of the time i let myself forget because it’s easier, but then I find something, a photo, a gift, the stupid love letters we used to give each other, and the full weight of what’s being lost crashes down on me. Part of me wants to see you again, to hold you again, to kiss you again, but all of those feelings become empty thoughts when I look back now remembering that love isn’t always what it seems. It’s just so easy to forget.

But this isn’t regret, we had our reasons for ending it, and they are as valid as ever. But back at the start, we didn’t need any reasons to fall in love. We just did.

The reasons came at the end, and everything since then has been about reasons. And that’s good, means that one day I’ll find I won’t have to say goodbye to. But apart of me just misses loving someone and having them love you back. That’s all.

I guess what I’m saying is I hope things are good with you. I hope everything is great. I hope everything is great. I hope you have found a love that’s all the things ours couldn’t be. But just a small part of me hopes that you still remember what it was like before all the reasons,

and that you miss me too.

-I Miss You, short film by Nick L'Barrow



Kako se ti osjećaš?
Jesi li i ti sjeban? Šta je prošlo kroz tvoju glavu kada si me vidio jučer? Šta je prošlo tvojim tijelom?

Danas sam sjedila u Titi. Sjećaš li se kada smo sjedili u Titi prije četiri mjeseca? Tada sam prvi put zaplakala pred tobom. Bio si upravu tad. Još tada sam znala da si upravu.

Jesmo l' dobri?
Nedostaješ mi u pičku materinu. Jebeš ovoliko Sarajevo kada nema tebe. Kada nema nas.

Kako se ja osjećam?
Sjebana sam. Pomislih kako si lijep. Trnci.